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Sometimes i just want to give up.
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Submitted by scaredyclassic on July 17, 2020 - 11:25pm
I dont know. Googled an old friend to discover hed died a couple years ago.
Kid got in a noninjury accident.
Work, life feel oppressive. Death is all around us.
I have so little fight for life in me. Sometimesbi think s gentle breexe could waft me across the river styx.
Things seem pointless. You live, you do your thing, you die. It doesnt matter if you lived a life of actually incredi le adventure as my friend did. Or are a dull conservative bore like me.
He was amazing. I hadnt checked in for a while . His obituary made me jealous 4 a moment. But i was always jealous of him and his risk appetite and brilliance. I was always surprised he hung out with me at all
Feel like i cant hang, sometimes, over normal life shit.
No alcohol to paper over it. Just the raw vulnerability of it all.
I have a few chances id like to take i guesd i better get going.
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